Now that I'm Here, What have I done, and What's Next

Coming to this day, I realized how tarnished the ability to speak in this language has been. Somewhat, journey-wise, as the mind travels through time, some parts lost and some remains. And that the fluency has somewhat stuttered, lost in translation. That also, traveller's-wise, I have unconsciously allowed back little by little old habits that had actually been overcome. And so much about everything that leads to today that flashed back old memories, of coincidences, of hardships, of courage and discourage that somehow should be valued more today, to help facing tomorrow. Or should I just not share it here. Anyway, again coincidences, again found some relevance (at this early stage), and again I seek meaning to it. Bismillah. Hopefully this meant something.